Talking about some deep shit now.

Alright, so anyone who's been on the Facebook page the past few days knows that I have been obessively watching Shane Dawson videos on YouTube. Ususally he's all goofy, and silly, you know? He isn't always like that though, he does have some serious ones. He has one where he talks about his issues with his dad, one about flaws where he quotes Hannah Montana, questioning why you were ever born, and the one I most recently watched, one about bullying and suicide.

             It really spoke to me. I don't really know why it spoke to me the way it did, but it did. I think it spoke to me because he opened up on camera to thousands of people. Not only did he tell his story, but he asked about others. He seemed geniune about it too, and honestly, that's rare. Especially on the internet! So many people on the internet seem to be trolling one another, and purposely insulting someone or something. Real life is just like that too, and it shouldn't be like that.

     The video I made, is similar to my lyric videos in style, but I do not use lyrics. I used my own words, just trying to reach out to people. I used a very beatiful song, that actually gave me that warm and fuzzy feeling when I first heard it, in the background. The song in it is "I Will Be There" by Art Of Dying, and I used it because it flat out says, "I will be there when nothing works and no one cares." Not a lot of people ever say that, or when they do, they don't mean it. I find that very shameful, because at some point in time, we're all going to need someone.
     
            We're taught as small children, "treat others the way we wanna be treated.", but so many people forgot that golden rule. I've always said my weakness is that I care too much, that's why my theme song is "Scars" by Papa Roach. Everyone knows that, I make it very clear. I try to be that person that's always there for people, and sometimes I'm there even when I don't really wanna be. I don't know why really, I guess I just try to make up for those who aren't like that without really thinking about it.

        In the video I made, I made sure to tell people that if they wanted, they can even talk to me about stuff. I said on YouTube, but even on Facebook or email. I want to make a difference, which, as I've mentioned before is why I am going into the music journalism business. It makes myself happy, helps out the bands, and could possibly save someone's life. Music is my escape, and it is for many others too. Someone's heart and soul goes into most songs, and if you listen carefully, you can tell.

             Um...so that's kinda why I made the video. I coulda made an actual video of me talking, but I feel I get my point across better if I write instead of talk. That and I was too lazy to make a video. If you haven't seen Shane's video, go watch it. Or I guess you could click right here to watch Shane's video, or right here to watch mine. Shane's is better, obviously. There you go, there you have it. Maybe I'll actually get around to making videos. I don't know, that still makes me a bit nervous. I'm not sure how I feel about it. People should tell me what they think. I mean, I'm a boring person, so I don't even know what the fuck I'd talk about.

I'm surprised.

I'm surprised guys, I get on here today to post something just for the hell of it, and decided to check the stats from yesterday. The last blog I had, never got more than two views a day. Yesterday 11 people viewed it, its still not much but still pretty awesome to me. Thank you, guys!

        Now on to what I actually came on here for. Is anyone else sick of seeing statuses saying, "Missing him" or "Missing her."? I saw like four today, two of them are from a thirteen year old and it annoys me!I get so tired of seeing lovey dovey messages being posted in some people's status. Its like, I get it, you miss your boyfriend, do you have to mention it at the end of EVERY status. Ugh, maybe its just me, I don't know. Its always bugged me, and even when I've been in a relationship, I can not say as though I ever posted a status saying I missed them. Or if I did, it was like one or two times.

     What's really annoying is when its a thirteen year old, I mean come the fuck on. I feel like anyone under the age of 14 should have crushes, not relationships! Fifteen is ok, sixteen is the age I feel is acceptable. You have to hit a level of maturity for a real relationship, without that, you're gonna "Break up" with someone every two days, and be very upset, and possbibly get pressured into something you will regret later. Its just all around a bad idea, if you ask me. Again, maybe its just me, I don't know.

            *Sigh* Random rant over. Just as an aside, I am listening to what I thought was a leaked verison of Punk Goes Pop 4, but its totally fake! I'm not sure if the For All Those Sleeping cover of "You Belong With Me" was real or not, but the "Super Bass" cover was defentily not! It was Artist Vs Poet, not The Downtown Fiction. Still a good cover, but its the wrong name! This person seriously needs to put the real band name up, and stop lying. She was trying to tell people that it was too The Downtown Fiction because Artist Vs Poet is not on Punk Goes Pop 4. Bitch, you're just lying, or really clueless about bands.

       I'm still listening to the fake album, as I do enjoy covers, but so far I'm not overly impressed. I listened to the "You Belong With Me" cover, and I liked that, love "Super Bass", "We R Who We R", didn't like that one, and now I'm on "Fuck You". Supposedly its Sleeping With Sirens, I know for a fact its not! I forget the actual band name, but its not Sleeping With Sirens. The singer's voice is too low to be Sleeping With Sirens. Now I am listening to what is supposedly Woe Is Me's cover of "Last Friday Night".  Its a cover of it that I have known for a while. "Last Friday Night" by The Vegas Wake Up. I just wanted to see if it would be this cover or not, as I knew it'd be fake and sometime today Woe Is Me is offically releasing the cover.

        I'll keep posting songs on the Facebook page, and a couple of the songs I've heard and mentioned above are currently on the FB page.